I am feeling alot better. Alot.
Yesterday I started on my new team at work, which I hate. So I was feeling like total crap. At lunch, I sat by myself because I couldn't stand to be around anyone. Halfway through, I went for a walk on the bug path. I was about to try out as I walked along cursing my existance, and I saw mushrooms growing out of the side of some purposely-left boards. Something about nature reclaiming this world made me feel better. That somehow, nature will win out and mans destructive nature wouldn't win. Then, I got home, and showered my areas. Its a plan. After I did that, I sat down and Steve presented to me a 'prime number of stems', which equates to 11 lilies. It made me feel even better. And, we got Wrath of the Lich King, and I got to say hi to some of my friends, and that made me lose some of my homesickness.
Today I started work at 7am. Which really sucked. I had a headache all day and didn't talk to anyone. A fat guy sits beside me and I can hear him breathing all the time. It frustrates me greatly. At lunch, I had a decent burger and lousy fries. I spent the rest of the day pretending to work and reading up on nuclear power. When I got home, we sat around for a bit and then went to BPs. It was decent, and we got to talk about nothing for a while. Then we came home and didn't talk and sat around and it was good. And now, I am going to sleep, at 10, because if I don't I will probably stab someone tomorrow.
I am so glad I am feeling better. So glad.